Trust Issues - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Scars cut so deep that I'm still bleedin'

Work, work, work, but they still sleepin' (Sleepin')

I can't call no one when I need them

Fuck it, guess I don't need 'em

I got heart problems, I got trust issues

Negativity, I'm not in love with you

Bad energy, I don't wanna fuck with you

Where is the lady at? Needa get in touch with you

In jail and no one answerin' my calls

On God the only person picked up was my ma'

And when I win, I make sure we all ball (We all ball)

But, I can't trip, no one picks me up when I fall (When I fall)

And I try so hard, I'm startin' to think that I'm Akon (Akon)

And I get the bad end of the stick

I feel like I'm singin' the same song

If I'm on the bad end of a hit

I hope that they just keep my name strong

'Cause I'm on the Baton with some Crips and I dare nigga to say some

When Steph died I watched grown men cry

Big bro gone and I don't know why

I'm so tired of all the lies, feel like I wanna blow up my mind

Tears runnin' down my face, but I don't want no hug

Just roll another opp, smoke feelin' in my lungs

We gon' fill 'em up with slugs (Grrt)

I'ma make him fill this pain 'cause he still ain't feel enough

It will never be enough