Tell it to me straight, Doc

How many years do I have?

Do I have to suffer another night in a mind trap

Delusions keep on coming

I can barely even tell if it′s reality, fantasy

Problematic on getting to sleep

Picking a night where I could fly from the sky

And dive straight down, head first to the concrete

Struggle muggle, an addict of self destruction

The prescription you've given me, a pill for self empathy

(Okay you should double the medication)

So tell it to me straight, Doc

If I′m worth even living

You're just wasting your time and mine

I'm far gone to be saved

Exhale the sane, I can never be the same

Nothing can help me ′cause I embrace

Madness, sadness. I′m full on self-righteous

I will never be a victim of your so-called protection

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You want to save lives?

Save mine