Verse:

I am lost in this lie

I’m all alone to cry

My youth is dead

Cause I’m depressed

Dead dead dead

I’m screaming on the inside, inside

The tears running on my face

That nobody notices

Pre Chorus:

It’s a dark and a cruel world

We all live in, I want to be loved

I feel misunderstood

I wish you can be kind

Chorus:

I’ll be 18 soon

Just might go insane

When I’m 18

I’ll say goodbye and start over

When I’m 18

I’m leaving this all behind

When I’m 18

I’m starting a new chapter

Verse:

The govеrnment’s on my ass

Trying to give money back

But no, no, I won’t causе

I’mma need it so I can fuck

With the girl of my dreams

She’s pretty and I want her

I want to make love when

We’re married to each other

Pre Chorus:

It’s a dark and a cruel world

We all live in, I want to be loved

I feel misunderstood

I wish you can be kind

Chorus:

Turn 18 soon

I would go insane

When I’m 18

I would have to run

When I’m 18

I would be hidden

When I’m 18

So I won’t go home

Bridge:

I’ll raise our kid myself

I’ll avenge your death

I miss you so much

My heart lives without

You cause I’m a bitch

Who can’t do without

You, If it weren’t for

This, then I’ll fight for

My age of 18

Chorus:

When I turn 18

I would go insane

When I’m 18

I would have to run

When I’m 18

I would be hidden

When I’m 18

So I won’t go home

Outro:

When I’m 18

I’ll have fun

When I’m 18

I’ll be home

18, 18