Sometimes I feel so far away, other times I think I need a change today

Unwanted feelings of despair inside

All I want is a place to hide, away from the reality of this mindless life

I woke up this morning, spent the night in the trenches again

The first thing I do is grab my gun, helps me cope and gives me my ident

Lost control of our need, lost control of our greed

Beaten down, kept in line, lies so pure

How much truth can you take?

Stand real close to me and do just like I do

Open your mind pull the trigger back far

Pull it at the point when you feel the most pain or feel the most fucking alive

What's left for me, what's left to live for as your mind's floating around in space?

Silently praying for closure within the day's last space

Just look at the state we're in. Religions at war, DNA compression

Confusion, diffusion, pollution

Mind will be deprived of every substance, nourishment and die

Guess it's not so hard to say goodbye after all. You always had to lie, always have to cry

The search is what makes me need to go. All your pain I know

Guess it's not so hard to say goodbye after all. You always had to lie, always have to cry

The search is what makes me need to go. All your pain I know... all too well

Lost control of our need, lost control of our greed

Beaten down, kept in line, lies so pure

How much truth...

Cutting and draining, shooting and maiming

It's hard to say goodbye but have you ever tried?

Have you ever tried?

Have you ever tried?

Have you ever fucking tried?

HAVE YOU?!

So you call yourself alive, with your petty-ass crimes

You're running on a blind death trip

With a wish you carry inside. Hoping upon what you find

Just look at the state we're in. Religions at war, DNA compression

Confusion, delusion, substitution

Mind will be deprived of every substance, nourishment and die