I come here for council

I leaned out your window

Burning her hair

Can't recall how my legs walked me here

To cope to consume

I inhaled the fumes

Now dazed and deranged

In place of my pain

I see visions

I envision

Something different

I never meant to throw your computer out the window

Now through it I can see one final walk away

Now imbibed I feel that everything's just colors

And all I see is all that means to me

In haze of a fever

My maker

My reaper

Greets with a grin

"Reflect on on all the things you did"

Technicolor Vacuum

What's this euphoric doom

That's plaguing my mind

One moment at a time

I feel different

Weight now lifted

I don't need this

I never meant to throw your computer out the window

Now through it I can see one final walk away

Now imbibed I feel that everything's just colors

And all I see is all that means to me