why do i feel like this ???

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Oh, I'm actually thinking about killing myself

And I don't know why

Yeah, I'm actually thinking about killing myself

But too scared to die

Yeah, life is so boring but sometimes it's okay

When I take something to slow down my brain

But I'm too scared to sleep now most of the time

Maybe I don't realize what I can be

People act like they care but only when I leave

And my minds racing and a thousand pills couldn't help me fall asleep tonight

If I don't change something, then I still don't feel any better so guess I will actually might

Kill myself today

'Cause my soul will be okay

Yeah, my soul will be okay

Soul will be okay

Yeah, my soul will be okay

Fuck