[Verse]

Always felt so alone

Always felt like I never had a home

As soon as I got comfortable, I had to go

Never really worked in a real studio

But the way my shit sounding, yeah, they'd never know

Hyping up people making songs on their phones now

More followers then monthly listeners is the norm now

Whole underground bunch of weird clone now

"Industry plant rich kids", should be their pronouns

Did a tour in europe, loneliest I've ever been

Only time I saw pеople was at the shows I did

Looking out the window just wishing how my friеnds

Could be here to see how we're really lit

Lost myself in Asia, looking back feels like past life

Driving on a motorbike, driving fast

I remember thinking a lot of nights would be my last night

Pray to God, don't let me crash as I hit the gas

I was banned from the US, I had to figure it out

Six months in Bogota off percs by myself

Covid was mexico, fake cops came to my house

Tried to kidnap and extort me, I'm lucky to be around

World locked down, no flights out the country

Took a bus to Belize, hope the border takes my money

Really dancing with the devil, I don't know what I was becoming

I tried to sell my soul, but he wouldn't give me nothing

Why can't I remember anything before september?

My name or my gender, never ending drug bender

Hope this song never render, feel eternally fucked

This isn't going through it, this is truly giving up

I could never give enough, gave myself to this shit

Now they all going up, off a sound we already did

Never tried to give us any credit, so I guess

If i killed myself they would say, "Fake, gay and mid"

[Chorus]

Still rare

Still rare

Still rare

Still rare, oh

Still rare

Still rare

Still rare

Still rare, oh

Still rare