Released on May 21, 2020

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[Intro]

Hello

I like this new generation of music

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[Verse]

Got-got-got a lil' brother and one day our father died

And at the time I didn't really know how to feel inside

Nowadays I find I'm getting fucked up all the time

Thinking about that shit

But if that's why I do these drugs then that's a lie

Now my memories so fucked up

Don't remember shit about him

And I was right there, when he fucking kicked the shit

Like what kinda shit is this?

Feel like I'm losing it, on some Alzheimer's shit

Yeah, don't wanna die a kid, but-but-but like suck it up

Then life it hits you up like an uppercut

Watching friends go from pills, yeah, just to shooting up

And eating stale cereal three times a day

Yeah, I may have an ulcer in my stomach

And might be gay

Well, I don't wanna fuck a guy

Just wanna seem astray from everyone around me

In this fucking dirty inbred place

Nowadays seem like most of these fucking people in a daze

Shit's lame

Never wanted to fit in anyway (​meat-meat-meat computer)

So I'm waking up

Lungs feel like an old ashtray

Smoking fifty blunts just to keep myself somewhat sane

Taking tequila shots at breakfast just so I don't feel the same

We ain't the same

Gotta take something just to slow my brain

Last thing I ever told my dad was that I'll see him soon

Later on I went home

He fucking went and died that afternoon

Then that night everything seemed just to come undo

Never been the same since

But never knew just what to do

But fuck that shit (Hello)

Yeah, I'll admit, that I don't give a fuck or shit

Yeah, I'll be quick

And say some days I just wanna quit

Just give it up

Fuck this music shit, no one listen to my stuff

Or gives a fuck about it

So I'll just keep feeling stuck

I don't know what I'm feeling

Guess I'm feeling stuck

Don't know what to feel

Guess I'm not feeling much

Don't know what to think

She just says I think too much

Yeah, I know

Wish I didn't fucking think


[Outro]

Wish and I don't know just where I'm going

Just know that I'm going away for good

And I don't know what or where I'm going

Just hope that I'm going away for good

Yeah