[Intro: Sample]

And you were on sixteen Xanax a day?

I was taking four Xanax four times a day, and I was fourteen

I saved all the bottles in a shoebox because I remember thinking- This can't be right

[Chorus]

Still lost in this feeling

I know it's taking me again

Losing sleep 'cause I don't need a dream for life to feel pretend

Yeah I know but I don't really care though

So I just take one and I lay low

Can't forget how that feeling is, but I don't know how I could still be feeling this

[Verse]

And I tried to not let it get inside my head

And I hope I don't get locked inside my bed again

But I'm still lost

I don't know, I'm still lost

But I guess I'm still fucking lost in my head again

Even though I know that I, I could be something

But still wanna feel like that

So I guеss I'll forget my plans

And I know, that I don't have to do this

But now, this still feel [?]This the only thing saving mе from feeling like I have fucking anxiety

It's nothing, but it's something

I can't keep ignoring this

Feel a moment, I'ma come in [?]

And now it's over

And I'm feeling way too sober to be here right now

So guess I won't fight now

With myself, since I'm feeling it again

But I know that it's really, it's all inside my head

And I know what happens

Just make excuses for myself

I feel like this

Yeah I'm feelin' this

And I know, that I'm losing it again

Yeah, I don't [?] with myself feeling it again

But I don't know

Acting like I don't know

[Chorus]

Yeah I know but I don't really care though

So I just take one and I lay low

Can't forget how that feeling is, but I don't know how I could still be feeling this

[Verse: Repeat]

And I tried to not let it get inside my head

And I hope I don't get a locked inside my bed again

But I'm still lost

I don't know, I'm still lost

But I guess I'm still fucking lost in my head again

Even though I know that I, I could do something

But still wanna feel like that

So I guess I'll forget my plans

And I know, that I don't have to do this

But now, this still feel [?]

This the only thing saving me from feeling like I have fucking anxiety

It's nothing, but it's something

I can't keep ignoring this

Feel a moment, I'ma come in [?]

And now it's over

And I'm feeling way too sober to be here right now

So guess I won't fight now

With myself, since I'm feeling it again

But I know that it's really, it's all inside my head

And I know what happens

Just make excuses for myself

I feel like this

Yeah I'm feelin' this

[Outro]

With myself, since I'm feeling it again

But I know that it's really, it's all inside my head

And I know what happens

Just make excuses for myself

I feel like this

Yeah I'm feelin' it

Yeah I know but I don't really care though

So I just take one and I lay low

Can't forget how that feeling is, but I don't know how I could still be feeling this