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Yeah, I wanna tell you but just not like this, yeah

How much you make me always feel like shit

But I guess half the time, yeah, I [?] feel alright

But when you talk to me I just lose my mind but

Inside my head, guess that's where I live, yeah

Spent half my life worried ’bout pointless shit

Missing everyone, feel like my only friend

Yeah, your thoughts are your family when you live in your head

Yeah, my mom's just too busy, memories of a dad, yeah

Hate how he's never gonna know who I am

But I guess it’s okay 'cause she thinks I'm cool I guess

But no one around me actually gives a shit so

Yeah, I just don't know

If I'm so lost or just being stupid again, yeah, ayy

Is it in my head? Yeah, ayy, yeah

So I guess I just don't know why I'm so lost or just 'boutta do this again, yeah, ayy

Yeah, guess I’ll just pretend, yeah, ayy

Pretend that it’s okay, act like I'm alright

’Cause no one likes me around so [?]

So I tell myself life doesn't seem that bad

It could be a lot worse so I shouldn't be sad, yeah