Here I be - inch closer - to horizons/

My own fear an depression - cannibalizin/

This feelin of nothingness - gettin recycled/

Plead inside - thoughts got me weak an tired/

Matter of factly - how reflections hurt so much/

Think the devils in the details - life messier then mud/

So I start fiendin - any type of stimulation/

Use a high like stimuli - anticipation only deepens the tribulation/

With no end in sight - guessin there's no rest for the weary/

Demons talkin like the end is near me - dirt on the shoulder I see it clearly/

Mind state got me clueless - even with the writing on the wall/

Own name harrowin - a picture a memento that my heart went awol/

Life’s unexpected I've known - holdin myself hostage - can see tomorrow/

Dreams got me in a choke hold too - thinkin the worse ish resetin back to zero/

Livin without a plan prayin - stuck in a trance - hopin a mask'll gimme a chance/

Eye contacts bone chillin barely withstand a glance - left pickin up pieces I think’ll pass/

Intention no matter the goal got me trippin an exposed clutchin to fool's gold/

Need to let go but swallowed the ego - identity hidin all up in me like hulk in a zone/

Best laid plans pointless - nightmares got my head in a fog - wishin you notice - silence is a sign I'm amiss/

Bein voiceless got my choices cataclysmic - second guesses got me losin - what ifs makin falsehood timeless/

Range of emotion like a kill shot without lookin - effect still got me soul searchin/

Feelin devastated to - my game like an ace up the sleeve - goals duly noted through excursions/