Nothing feels the way it did before

I’m just tired of knocking heaven’s door

Like radio static buzzing in my brain

Every prayer I whisper sounds the same

If i fall, i fall in the flames right now

I’m marked with the 6’s, cruising in the dark

Befriended my sadness but I’m drowning in despair

Tried to play it cool just to see that no one cares

So nothing matters

I’m divine, crying holy water

Nothing cuts me too deep but this pain

So i weep in quiet

Bruises on my body, i’ve been wasting out my youth

Wearing black garments

Chains hanging from the loose

Night Rod tho and leather coat

Gas hit the pavement

I feel like God

Riding solo, yеah i ride slow

I got no one’s shoulder

So i’m on my own

(As always, I'm on my own...

Gas hit thе pavement

I feel like God…

Im not a God but I hope I live forever

But if I could

Only if I could scape

To save myself

Would i do it?)

Im scared of time just passing by

And wasting what's left of my life

But I got this noise inside my mind

That no matter what I do, it would never fade away

Pedal to the floor, I got nothing to lose now

Maybe if I crash I'll discover the truth

'Cause I cannot keep up anymore with this lifestyle

I’m done

Tell me where to go

When all the bridges are burnt

And there's no one left I can call

For help

I should have stayed at home

Is this a gift or a curse?

I think bout breaking all my bones

Maybe pain could remind me I’m alive…

Man, I wish it was easier sometimes

‘Cause I'm tired of knocking on heaven's door

Nothing feels the way it did before…

As always, I'm on my own…