Hours

By Mayham

Released on May 9, 2017

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[Chorus]

Can anybody save me yet

I put my hours in this and it's getting scary here

Maybe it's for me to show you this

If any one feels the loneliness

Take my hand if you're alone and we can be over this


[Verse 1]

Tell me I'm not fake with this, tell me Mayham ain't in this

Tell me my patience, my passion ain't about to go to waste with this

Tell me the fire started in my heart ain't get extinguished yet

Maybe I could make it then, cause I'm no longer afraid of it

Cause I intended for a different hunting, I pictured that I was inches from it

So many sins committed, my brain's exhausted from thinking of it

So many psychiatrists seen that my head seems to be shrinking from it

Pen represents my emotions, you really don't wanna see an inkling of em

Moulded in ways that I torture for days

And I spoke in a way you want more of my name

Cause I go and take rap in a whole different way

And I spit fire, make my flow into flames

So I put my life into it, hoping to make it

Til they produce me and know what my name is

They're looking for talent and showing you fakers

They go and complain when you show 'em your reign

Spoiling your veins with the flowing of hatred

I'm pointing it out cause you're going insane

To a point that there's barely a point in escaping

You're crazy enough to be going again

The pain of the past is making it back

It would never let you get away with the fact

You been through the struggle, the hurt and the misery

You're still standing, it ain't that bad


[Chorus x2]

Can anybody save me yet

I put my hours in this and it's getting scary here

Maybe it's for me to show you this

If any one feels the loneliness

Take my hand if you're alone and we can be over this


[Verse 2]

Maybe it's cause we're different. we're ignorant

We're the effect of rage, I expect it too, tell me that I ain't shit to you

But you got respect for me. and there's no regret with me

Then go ahead and you confess your hate, cause everything in life's subject to change

Maybe later we'll cross roads and, you'll be stopped hoping

I could be taking you back again, like when we talked before then

Girl you better stop hoping, cause you left me shambled

Heart broken, and you expect me to sit here and welcome you back with my arms open?

And don't think this song's about you, cause the world ain't revolve around you

But this verse is cause I was wrong about you, and all of my freakin' thoughts about you

My heart raced every time you touched me, and whenever you were dying to hug me

I always thought that you were fly. now the thought of you surprisingly bugs me

So how do you think it feels when the Bonnie to your Clyde leaves

And every single time it felt like she wanted to fight me

Don't get me wrong, I'm over her, she's awful but yes

I talk obsessed, I'm topped with stress, but I want to get this shit off of my chest


[Chorus x2]

Can anybody save me yet

I put my hours in this and it's getting scary here

Maybe it's for me to show you this

If any one feels the loneliness

Take my hand if you're alone and we can be over this


[Verse 3]

I found a start, hear the pound of my heart

It's a thumping sound it jumps around, cause I'm down to earth from the ground and up

Told myself I was bound to spark, I won't allow a stop

Cause I reach my goal with every word, every verb, every letter, every noun I drop

All of a sudden adrenaline's rushing, becoming unstoppable's probably nothing

All of these obstacles, bound to be crushed, and all of these bars that I'm dropping are buzzing

But they're falling and seem to be stalling potential, so I'm calling for help

Cause I need motivation to show my patience to mow this place and roll the stages


[Chorus x2]

Can anybody save me yet

I put my hours in this and it's getting scary here

Maybe it's for me to show you this

If any one feels the loneliness

Take my hand if you're alone and we can be over this