[Verse 1: Mayham]

I've been with a few girls, I never knew hoes

Maybe they were too cold, maybe they're rude, but who knows

I do go by my word, I do know how hurt feels

I've known how it feels to be the motherfucking third wheel

I do know rock bottom, and I know what it's like to have nothing

And if I say my life's perfect, know that I am bluffing

I do know pain of past loving to the point of mad suffering

And I do know what it's like to go to work and come back busing

And it's about time I lace up, and I know how to play tough

And if I ain't got a tough act then fuck it I'll fake one

Cause I know what it's like to be pulling the same stunt

Straight up I do take drugs, excuse the pun, I stay blunt

I think it's been a little while since I've felt alive

It's cause all of the other days, homie all I felt was high

I don't feel like trying, it feels like I've failed and died

Cause it feels like I failed to bail from jail this time

As you're laying in bed, you feel it play in your head

And every day is a mess replaying as you wake in stress

With this dull ass mood staying as gray as it gets

And you're taking a step but you're so afraid of the edge

Man she's doing things to you, she knew the ways that you could've hurt

Fucking right you said it several times that it would've worked

They say love is a one way street, well it took a turn

Thought you'd be with other girls but no one was as good as her

And you're too mindless to be, that's not the mindset of you

Cause this person, you're stuck to em, as if I would've knew

But what the hell do you do when you're too blinded and glued

She a gem that you would die for, guess it's a die-mond, you fool

[Verse 2: MOD-E]

Every hint of your scent is an exposure to ambrosia

Every brush with your skin only yearns to be closer

Every view of you is a high, ecstasy to the eyes

I can't deny you've been running miles in my mind

Siphoning my sense to a space so sublime

You're a drug I'm an addict

You shift my paradigm

I take the doses but you commit the crime

A thief you stole my heart, and high jacked my brain

I was cruising along now I'm in the fast lane

Lately driven insane, just to hear my name

Namely from your lips, lips crack and they sound like whips

Life as I knew it is over, you've taken the reigns

I feel dead when I'm sober, your craving flowing through my veins

I'd do anything for you no matter the cost

'Cause it's a meaningless life without you I'm lost

Soon you locked another victim but there's only one supply

And I was too hooked I couldn't say ever goodbye

So I went crazy I went out of my mind

And lost myself in places I could never find

It's a tragic story I wish I could deny

But somewhere deep within me you still reside

So no matter how much time that ticks by

My heart still pumps blood with bits of you inside

But the truth is I never suspected you to be like

People are fake as fuck out there so I just smile and nod

As I began to trust you and this is what I got

Even though I'm getting burnt I'm holding tight to a melting pot

All my nerves are burnt out I wouldn't feel if I got shot

But I could die today and I think it would matter not

It would simplify your life, save you the burned of my love

My love was all I had but it was never enough

But as you put knives in my chest I held you closer

So silently you sink a stab straight into my spine

But there was nothing I could I say so I acted I was fine

So you kept on going, acted if I was blind

And my words were blindly labeled jealousy disguised

But you knew what you were doing there was never a surprise

I stayed loyal through it all yet what was my prize

A broken heart turned poet yet there was never compromise

And no one to blame but me for my own demise