self destruction - Intellectual

[Chorus: maxime]

You left me open, cut me open like a surgeon

Cut so fucking deep, now it's got me hurting

Yeah, I didn't deserve this

They always lookin' at it wrong, like, did you deserve this?

Yeah, I'm uncertain

Get the money then you know I'm fuckin' splurgin'

On a never-ending cycle, self-destruction

Blow it up escape this rut and then I'm running, now I fuckin' run shit

Cut too deep, blood puddled to my ankles

Constant state of panic, know I'd do it if you say so

Anxious, throwin' up, always say we goin' up

Know I used to give a fuck, now I just want on that payroll

Clawing out my eyes at the sight of seein' you with him

Sun will nevеr rise if I don't admit

To myself that I need to get ovеr this shit, get over this shit