do it alone - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I told my family that I tried my hardest

I guess I'm not ready yet, I'm only being honest, I

Thought that I could make it

Turns out I couldn't take it and now I'm running back to home

Falling back in reverse

Free me from this curse

I don't wanna be alone

So just beat me up and break me down

I'm falling back into my old ways

Let me back inside, can't do it alone, hey

Hotline blaring, put down the phone, I

Need a listener to what I have to say

Just give me a break and get away

I can't get a grip on this today

I lied too much, I can't go back now

I really hope that you can forgive me somеhow

Please forgive mе somehow

I know I broke your trust but I really need help now

And I'm bleeding out

I fucked it up, it's all my own fault

I know I'm just a burden

Everybody hurtin' from my actions, I can't go back

Just a simple reaction, left in the past tense

You dont wanna love me anymore

Yeah, I tore it apart

I cut it all up and left me with a broken heart

I cut too deep, now I don't know where I'll go

I don't think I have a home