Absurdity

By maxeem

Released on May 19, 2022

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[Intro]

Why so wide eyed?

Big white eyes

Another can of worms should not try

All my time

Your side eye

I don't need your shit

Cut these ties

Said I'd keep myself together

You tore right thru the header

Said I'd keep myself together

Why you always pain me

Always actin' private eye


[Verse 1]

You run me round

And I don't wanna play this game again

Can't talk your way out of this one

I won't give in the end

Keep fucking with my head

It'll all just end

It ends a bloody mess

Make it out to be less

Sacrifice my headspace

It was all just a mess

It was all just a mistake

So let me know again

When will you stop pretending

And give me some sort of compensation


[Chorus]

For all the absurdity

Bitch it's hurting me

Cut me open so deep

Broken bones, won't be beat

Yeah, I guess I'll just learn to be alright

And I tell myself

It's okay

I pick up all of the bad habits

Cope with the pain

They all ask if I'm alright

And the answer is not


[Bridge]

Ignored cause you could barely control me

My brain was all over the floor

Scream and cry about your selfless help

Was it really all that you whore


[Verse 2]

Yeah, alright alright here I go again

Another night I spent alone again

Just to play pretend

I run around in a circle leave my thoughts just desert them

I'm mindless in my own respect

Words timeless

At least that's what they said

And I don't know anymore

We did not have good rapport

Did you mean what you said?

That you don't want me out of this

You don't want to mend this shit

So give me some sort of compensation


[Chorus]

For all the absurdity

Bitch it's hurting me

Cut me open so deep

Broken bones, won't be beat

Yeah, I guess I'll just learn to be alright

And I tell myself

It's okay

I pick up all of the bad habits

Cope with the pain

They all ask if I'm alright

And the answer is not