Released on August 24, 2018

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[Verse]

Where did everybody go

Why did everybody leave

Now I'm all up in my own

There's nobody I can see

I just want somebody else to join me on my journey see

Everybody's got somewhere better to be than be with me

And I don't understand the reason nobody will stick with me

Maybe I'm not worth it

Maybe I don't need this fear I got inside but I'm the one who birthed it

Lately I've been hurting

Lately I've been walking round this world we live in wondering is anything for certain

Cover me with a curtain

Nothing I do is working

Every fail's a trial and I'm feeling like the verdict

Am I damned or cursed

Really I don't know what's worse

I wish I could put all of my insecurities in a hearse

I always come in last

I never finish first

I need a sip of water cause I'm dying from the thirst

I'm drowning in my doubt, I'm going under I'm submersed

And nobody gives a crap

Matter of fact

Where is anybody at

They ain't with me

Maybe I'm the one that wasn't worth jack

True that, aw crap

I wish I could see what is in front of me

This ain't fun to me

I remember elementary when others would make fun of me

But now that's in the past

Life is moving fast

I gotta slow it down, make every moment here last

I wanna know the reason that I'm here but I'm afraid to ask

Or maybe I should give up, naw I think I'll pass


[Outro]

I got hella issues

I got hella issues

Girl I would be lying if I said I didn't miss you

I got hella issues

I got hella issues

Why is it so hard to simply go and continue

Girl you got me hurting

Girl you got me hurt