Second Chance - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I wrote this song a thousand times

'Cause all the messes that I make are getting difficult to hide

I take my life, I box it up

I light a match and take a breath and watch the flames do what they want

When I was really young my father taught me

Fire blends as everything, a fresh set of your dreams

But now, the smoke is filling up my lungs and I

I'm suffocating

I know that you can't and I can't believe you right now

You had a second chance you fucked it up again, oh no

I know that we can't but I don't need another friend

I got a second chance to make it right

I'm jumping off the ledge

I wish I knew what people felt

I wish that I could hear what you do when I open up my mouth

I thought by now, i'd know who I am

But maybe growing old is realising you never understand

When I was 21 I placed my nights getting drunk in dusty living rooms

A mattress on the floor

But now I need something stronger just to get me there

I'm disintegrating

I know that you can't and I can't believe you right now

You had a second chance you fucked it up again, oh no

I know that we can't but I don't need another friend

I got a second chance to make it right

I'm jumping off the ledge

This is my, this is my last

This is my, this is my chance

This is my last second chance to prove

This is my, this is my last

This is my, this is my last second chance

This is my last second chance to prove

That I'm not you

My second chance to prove

That I'm not you

I know that you can't and I can't believe you right now

You had a second chance you fucked it up again, oh no

I know that we can't but I don't need another friend

I got a second chance to make it right

I'm jumping off the ledge