To exist

You a north star to us learning how to be truant kids

Move the spliff

Just keep it moving wishes washed up

I remember knocking the door open I couldn't breathe

You were laughing at first asking what I'd coughed up

Pass the weed we're not done yet

In your living room your dad was gone for years

And your mom she didn't upset

There was nothing left to expose like they see you undressed

But me

What about me?

I wasn't part of this family

A fly on the wall maybe a part under your wing

Not afraid to include me in еverything so i felt a subsect

Wе both came from a place of unrest

When we were outside I was at peace I was at ease

There wasn't a thing in the world I couldn't achieve

But you always stayed true to this

To exist

You a north star to us learning how to be truant kids

Move the spliff

Just keep it moving wishes washed up

I remember knocking the door open I couldn't breathe

You were laughing at first asking what I'd coughed up

When I moved It felt like we had lost love in a new space

I didn't know how to speak I was bad at reaching back out

On the same token I felt a sigh of relief

I was a fiend for the energy we put out

The first step not a person in the world could stop us

When we put our foot down

And the problems at home you made em hurt less

Didn't even think we'd ever grow up put our backs to the world

And the freedom was our lookout

What an outlook

How excitingly bleak

For youth that'd do anything for an ounce of some weed

And I mean

We were out in the streets doing dumb shit past 2 am

We weren't even 13

You always stayed true to this

The last time we spoke I picked up the phone asking

Who is this?

You a north star to us learning how to be truant kids

Move the spliff

Just keep it moving wishes washed up

I remember knocking the door open I couldn't breathe

You were laughing asking what I'd coughed up

To exist

You a north star to use learning how to be truant kids

Move the spliff

Just keep it moving wishes washed up

I remember knocking the door open I couldn't breathe

You were laughing asking what I'd coughed up

To exist