JEALOUSY

By MARKIA

On FREEDOM SZN

Released on July 26, 2021

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Jealous guy

Get upset when my mistakes you wanna televise

So I keep it to myself and never tell 'em why

Used to answer all your texts now I let it slide

Leave them read while sipping red under Manila skies

These the type of nights you think are only fantasized

Rooftop pools while we party out in Boracay

Can't let the hunger slide, but its all beef with slow heat

They try to make my mains but I push a side

Carry a cross that's continuously crucified

I no longer grab the wheel I let the uber drive

Fearing that these open doors could be suicide

Pray to God for his merilago

Turn this ugly picture to Picasso

Turn some sour grapes to Moscato

Watch my numbers jump around in my house of pain

So I frankly chase the ocean for some Novocaine

The world be weighing heavy gave me shoulder strains

But I got a strong back from all the shoulder blame

Nobody waiting on me

If they ain't praying for me then they preying on me

With their jealousy

Trying to get the best of me

Will you pray for me?

And my jealousy

Trying to get the best of me

Will you pray for me?

And my jealousy

Jealous moves

Envious of all my crew but who I tell it to

Would rather swap the section for a better view

Always said i'll settle down but seems I never do

To tell the truth i got withdraws

To add to these brick walls

Still she tries to figure me out just like jigsaws

Till she sees i'm not the one that she wanna take risks for

Not the man that she ever did wish for

Too much baggage to wanna take trips for

Phone buzzing like an earth quake

Doc got his twins and DKs had a birthday

While we was skipping lines at 1 Oak on a Thursday

Cali vibe getting sun stroke in a jersey

My ex copping cribs

Never found my ring but is rocking his

Never was a thing so I don't want a part of it

Used to fight but now I don't have the heart for it

Throw it in my face to make it so hard to miss

Too many misses turn to mistakes

In vein sometimes I be wishing I could switch place

In place of the crib jumping like its spring break

These seasons I can't dictate

That's my jealousy

Trying to get the best of me

Will you pray for me?

And my jealousy

Trying to get the best of me

Will you pray for me?

And my jealousy