[Verse]

Ay I had to get on my feet

I had to stop being selfish and get to the paper

Cause this shit way bigger than me

I had to switch up my circle and cut people off

Because you know how niggas could be

I can't be sick by the fake and the hatred

I'm just understanding that niggas not me

I had to make me a play just to make me a way

Because me and my kid gotta to eat

I'm living proof that no matter the obstacles

That's in your way it ain't shit out of reach

I was in hell in a cell with my demons

Got out by the skin of my teeth

I got the bread if a nigga got beef

I'ma knock off his head if a nigga try me

And I don't rеally want no smoke nigga

I just be running it up

I just be running 'еm up

I'm on a rush to the bucks

Tell me how a fucking nigga count up cake all year

Still feel like it wasn't enough

They thinking that they on my level

I promise them niggas ain't fucking with us

Young nigga shining

Shout out to diamond

For all of them times I was stuck in the rough

Yeah I'm on that timing

Boy I been grinding and ain't no denying I'm fucking 'em up

Ride 'round town

Sipping on drank

Fine shit passenger

Gun in the tuck

Life is a bitch and I'm up in her guts

Life is a bitch got my

Hey I been going through it trying to figure it out

Everyday I be living in doubt

Imposter syndrome plus survivor's guilt

My dogs stuck still working on getting 'em out

Stop asking what a young nigga tripping about

I been stuck up in a maze and a faze for some days

Puffing on spliffs and the days feeling wasted

I'm running from my problems but I can't get away

I been stressed

Need a vacation but I can't get away

I been working too hard

The run I'm on beautiful as hell

But I swear sometimes it's just fucking bizarre

Life a real bitch sometimes

But it's hard to look away

When the hoes start coming out abroad

Hardheaded nigga that's one of my flaws

You would think I learned from my fuck ups but nah

I just keep on giving in

Trying to beat the villain from within

Sorry mama I been sinning once again

I really got to change my ways

Before the motherfucking universe terminate my days

I done seen too many niggas that fall

I can show you how it happened play by play

I can't go out like shorty them

Follow them footsteps nigga

Just wait for your day

Cause it's only a matter of time

I got to get back on the grind

My back and my spine to the wall

I can't relax or recline

My passion ain't dying

I have to just shine through the flaws

I ain't just acting divine I'm actually divine

These raps is a sign niggas raw

I swear I'm not capping your dying

I'm after your crown

I'm after your crown little nigga

Hey

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