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Bheka

I finally took the time to speak about it

Oskido told me its best I don't speak about it

But I had to speak about it coz I'm tired and I didn't want these

Niggas thinking it wasn't only quite coz

He can't be about it, bitch I've been about it

And I've seen you doubt it

And I've seen you telling faves in the streets about me

And I've seen some upseen beings some will set dreams

Since a teen now at 16 running thru my mind and that's poverty

Family

Love and legacy, Money and loyalty

I used to think that money part would help me solve the other five

I never thought that being broke was actually keeping me

Alive coz see the money really does changes alot of things

She goes from way above your league, to your wedding ring

Bitches goes from what's your first name, to sharing your last name

To claiming they had a crush on you before the damn fame, go ahead hoe

Yeah go ahead hoe

Yeah play that game bitch you know where your head go

Niggas with a lot of pride move away and hate you

And niggas with the weakest spide move closer and 'brace you

Saying that they got your back like they palms and filled with melace

Saying that they'll hold you down

Like your arms ain't go give you balance

Saying that they got your back like they don't wanna stab it

Like if they find a chance in your hands they won't wanna grab it

You looked in my eyes and said my enemies is

Your enemies and if they poison me you got the remedy

I said I'll hold you down and I stayed true to my oath

I tried to keep you afloat but you threw me

Over board and then you blamed it all on growth

I mean, like WHAT THE FUCK is loyalty now

It seems to me its all linked to my royalties now

When I was broke I knew exactly where your loyalty lies

But when my royalties rise is when your loyalty dies

I shared my fame, shared my paid, share my stage with you

I shared my everything, I shared my wedding day with you

I shared my wildest dreams, even shared the burdens of your nightmares

Forget the chains boy, forget those fly 'nik Nike airs

I shared my song

I shared my song

I told the stories no other soul has been telled

See niggas wish you well but take your coins out the

Wells so its no coincidence loyalty starts with an L

I know a lot of niggas wish they killed me where they left me

My other nigga wishes his label would let them help me

Or atleast that's what I think

Coz inspite of all this signs I refused

To believe that my brother would desert me

Yeah but am not new to a knife wound I know

You backstabbers wish MT and I would fight soon

We used to kill tracks

Yeah we used to kill tracks but I don't

Need a feature to know him and I are still FAM

Speaking of family, my family is a mess

My mother is always stressed there are some things we can't address

Everybody's got a opinion 'bout how she should have raised us

They say I lost my father so my Momma could gain bucks

I lost my father way before I lost a tooth

They blamed my mother and I don't know if I want to know the truth

See I make sure my Momma never goes to bed hungry

But sometimes am the reason that she goes to bed angry

So I don't know if am the man my father wanted me to be

But I know the life we live it ain't what he wanted me to see

I wanna know if you at peace but there's no way for me to

Ask am intruged of your legacy I doubt if am up for the test

But I know you love me thou you never get to say it

I owe you my life I pray to God I get to prove

You left me as a kid and I'm a grown man now

But I spent my whole life tryna

Make a dead man proud you dig my nigga?

That's how I speak now Dad I buy

Expensive swag look at all the jeans I sagg

When you left a wife couldn't afford the maize meal sag

But now your son can buy her lobster for her birthday snack

Yeah, but ofcourse I can't look back

I got my own family now and I can't lose track

See I remember when we had to cook the weeds from the back

Now the poverty is like my Dad, is the thing of the past

Now my future is looking brighter and they hate it I

Was building my legacy while they debated my greatness

Some of my brothers spreading lies about me but the truth will soon

Meets light coz I don't grind to

Prove you wrong, I grind to prove me right

And that's whats taking me further making my path even clearer

You always looking at others I only look

In the mirror, I've got a soul of a fighter

And the hands of a killer

The heart of a lion

And the lips of a healer

Hhmmm my throne is real bitch am loyal now

I got some bones that are real and they loyal now

See they resisted jealousy fearmount kiss that's why

Everyone in my team knows what a fair amount is wabona

Yeah you let them talk and they talking funny

But miss me with the talk if that talk ain't money

Bheka I propably passed what you call a flying so

Many bands my wallet look like a rock 'n roll hall of fame

I know they go come in here yeah

They cannot walk in my lane yeah

But atleast we all know the truth a little

Things you said about me, say alot about you