Forge Ahead

By Mar Cellus

Released on October 13, 2021

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[Verse 1]

"I'm a total fuckin' weirdo, anybody that knows me

Has been around me, is like, 'what's up with that guy?'

I suffer from big ego, low self esteem;

It's like, I just feel not worthy of anyone's attention

Anyone's love, any accolades, it's just anything."

"I can't tell you that I'm any different

I don't know–I mean–I do know where it comes from;

It all stems from your relationship with your parents

And how you were raised-"

"It stems from your relationship with your parents

It stems from... childhood trauma that you haven't dealt with

You think you've dealt with it, but I never dealt with it

That was just a horrible existence; every day was hell."


[Break]


[Verse 2]

"Couple years ago, I was doing a movie

And one of my bullies was working security on the movie."

"Shit."

"And I'm filming a scene, this is on Top Five

And I look and I'm like is that... he nodded kind of shamed–

Y'know he was kind of ashamed

And I just gave him, just a quick look like

'Hey man I hope you're doing well, take care.'

And I kept it moving, I didn't like

'Get him off the set, get him fired!'

It's like, his sin has punished him; he could've been my friend."

"Right."

"Y'know what I mean, like he could've–

"Yeah."

"Been in the trailer with us watching The Godfa-

Y'know what I mean like

The fact he had to go through that whole day

And watch me walk around and watch me–

I was directing a movie and–

And watch me be me, in all my glory

And to be so close to me, but yet so motherfuckin' far."

"Right, you got your revenge-"

"Y'know-"

"Yeah."

"I didn't have to do anything

You ever watch Buggs Bunny? Buggs Bunny-"

"Yeah, all the time."

"When did Elmer Fudd get really mad at Buggs Bunny?

Not when he shot him in the face with an anvil

Not when he hit him over the head with a rock;

Y'know when Elmer Fudd got really mad

When Buggs Bunny kissed him

And when somebody, like, does you wrong

Just give 'em a kiss."


[Outro]

"Hahaha yeah that's true."