Every time I try to clear my head

It fills with thoughts of you again

Always second-guessing

I never learn my lesson

Secretly you plan your next attack

By digging up the past

You're resurrecting memories

I did my best to bury

I'll just sit back

And watch you play pretend

Just go ahead

Because I'll be there smiling in the end

Pushing forward, but you pull me back

Until I'm left torn apart

Keep me open-ended, filled with

Nothing but regret

Next time that you try to take my hand

I won't let you drag me down again

This time I learned my lesson

Never again

I know I said it before, but I'm moving on

Still haven't found an answer

I should have given it more, but I gave it up

And now I'm gone

Pushing forward but you pull me back

Until I'm left torn apart

Keep me open-ended, filled with

Nothing but regret from the start

And now I'm finding out the hard way

That there isn't an easy way out

A silver lining slowly starts to fade

When you lead right to the sources of all my doubt

Let go and learn to live without