(You're going out your way to hurt me, girl, you know I wanna die.)

(Chorus)

You're going out your way to hurt me, girl

You know I wanna die

You've caused so much damage lately

Damn, I might just take my life

Every time I'm not with you

Outside the tears form in my eyes

Every time I see you outside

I wanna break down and cry

You don't understand how much shit you have done to my brain

Fucked my wrist

Physical pain, mental health

It's all the same

In the end I don't give a shit

If I fall in the rain

You don't want me back

And I know it's my fault

I am to blame

(Verse 1)

I don't understand what I did wrong

Girl I would die for ya

It got to the point where I would fucking live life for ya

Fuck it

My therapist said I'm insane

But earlier on in the year there was nothing wrong with my brain

Fuck this shit

I don't get it

How my life could take a turn for the wrong

I'm eighteen, broken teen

I know I'm doing it wrong

I know it's easy for a girl like you just to move on

But I just cry to myself

And put my anger on songs

Don't get me mixed

I am thankful for you

You got me sleep and sociable

I should be thanking your soul

Insomnia taking over my life

But you were there by my side making sure I'm alright

Just to comfort a soul

(Hook)

But I'm confused and I wanna know the truth

I don't wanna be alone, I just wanna be with you

Yeah we'll take it step by step

I wanna be just where we met

But now my brain is getting trapped

And I am stuck inside this net

(Chorus)

You're going out your way to hurt me, girl

You know I wanna die

You've caused so much damage lately

Damn, I might just take my life

Every time I'm not with you

Outside the tears form in my eyes

Every time I see you outside

I wanna break down and cry

You don't understand how much shit you have done to my brain

Fucked my wrist

Physical pain, mental health

It's all the same

In the end I don't give a shit

If I fall in the rain

You don't want me back

And I know it's my fault

I am to blame

(Verse 2)

You never wanted to admit that there was something going on

Blame it all on past relationships

I knew you'd lead me on

And all the rumours came true when I got to know you

Went into this blind

Put yourself in my shoes

Guilt tripping

Now I'm an addict and I don't stop sippin

Sat alone in my room but drugs with my skin rippin

Blood on the floor

Every time I felt my soul was torn

Tears and blood dripping down my body

Hold the door

I've only got so much time before I lose my mind

You know this, I don't want it to waste and cause I lose what's mine

But I really do wanna stay alive

Because that is the only thing I currently know what to do that's right

Hold me tight

I'm glad I've got my friends

Everything is gonna turn out fine in the end

If you do not like me it's not fine to pretend

You've broke my fucking heart

And I don't think it's gonna mend

(Chorus)

You're going out your way to hurt me, girl

You know I wanna die

You've caused so much damage lately

Damn, I might just take my life

Every time I'm not with you

Outside the tears form in my eyes

Every time I see you outside

I wanna break down and cry

You don't understand how much shit you have done to my brain

Fucked my wrist

Physical pain, mental health

It's all the same

In the end I don't give a shit

If I fall in the rain

You don't want me back

And I know it's my fault

I am to blame