[Intro - Vic Marr & Fay Allure]

[Verse]

God bless all that isn't there. God bless all that isn't fair

God bless America for making that "Sister Golden Hair"

God bless those I abandoned and let slip off of my shoulders there

I heard the grass was greener, it wasn't, I found it colder there

Still, I found myself when I grew sick of them pills

I want to tour around the world, then hide away in the hills

Skipped the hunt to find a way that I could go straight for the kill

But I took a shortcut too many, now life's just court dates and bills

A younger me would probably have killed myself to get famous

Fuck a payment, I would've killеd to tell my mama I made it

Went insanе and started feeling like I was someone I wasn't

Couldn't leave the crib without getting all caught up in something

Got in the habit of thinking there was always tomorrow

Until there almost wasn't, now I treat my time like it's barrowed

Make excuses for your truth, and bet them demons gone follow

Meeting yourself in the middle's a pill that's bitter to swallow

I know. I came to terms and now it's forward I go

I lost everybody, I guess I had to do it alone

Some I pushed away, some others thought I grew blind to my road

To prove 'em wrong is a feeling I know could never get old

I navigate through the maze, my fingers turning the page

I ain't no fun for these bitches, I'm way too old for my age

My doctor thinks I'm depressed, my shorties think I'm insane

I'm way too honest in my music, I should watch what I'm saying

I guess I'm used to it only being the walls when I talk

And I've grown used to these people who always say that I'm lost

I know mostly 'bout where I'm at, I just can't shake the thought

That leaving my past behind me could have a mountainous cost

A younger me would've probably killed myself to get rich

A me much younger than that would've killed myself for a bitch

I've grown much stronger than that though, I finally feel like an adult

That bullshit stay up in their lips like tobacco, how do that go?

I don't throw dirt on other people to pretend that I'm greater

Though, they still usually get it twisted like a Garcia y Vega

I ain't no player, nor leader, just someone focused on self

Might be too late to start trying, it's still too early to tell

(we'll see)