3 AM - Intellectual

[Verse]

Someone tell me how to mend a broken heart

Someone tell me how to get to know my god

(Run it back)

Nah wait

Lately, all i'm sayin' is maybe

That i think the auras off

And it make me turn cold

I ain't finna sit and act, like I figured it out

I’m too far to even tell you what i’m thinkin' about

Different ways to escape they litter my house

Everybody startin' to die and its trippin' me out

Shit is never how you prepare for it

Shit is never nothin' like how you’d imagine it first

Though generally i’d imagine the worst

I don't lie when i tell you thats a gift and a curse

I can't find what I need, if I did

Well shit, guess it really just—, it just wasn't enough

Maybe it would help if I never did drugs

Maybe it would help if I never had love

Maybe it would help if I knew what it was

Though I never been the type to really regret much

I been at it all night see I been kept up

By the shadows in the dark, they never respect us

And my minds messed up, but I won't stop tryin'

My head up and my eyes both dry

Tell me it’ll all be worth it, and it’ll be perfect

I don't even care if its a lie

Could you tell me how to love

Could you tell me how to fly

Tell me what I need to do

I dont care if its a lie

Tell me that i’m comin through

I dont care if its a lie

I dont care if its a—

Tell me what I gotta see

Tell me you could get me high

Tell me who I wanna be

I dont care if its a lie

Please remind me how to dream

I dont care if its a lie

I dont care if its a—

(Quotes sampled from XXXTENTACION on Papa Keith, Lil Peep on HipHopDX, Jimmy Wopo on Dj Vlad, and Mac Miller on Larry King Live)