Woke up at 4, didn’t leave my bed

Saw that you left me left on read

Tried to text back, I changed my mind

Guess I’ll just rot here, guess I'll die

Yeah, I'm trying to move past her

But it's so hard to forget her

Yeah, I swore I’d get it together

But I’m still stuck in last November

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep

Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me

I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead

I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep

Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me

I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead

I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I'm watching the paint peel from the wall

Crying as I wait for your call

Told myself I would start again

But here I am, waiting again

It’s fine, I’m used to it

Always feeling like shit

I'm burnt out in my mind

But I swear that I'm fine

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep

Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me

I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead

I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep

Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me

I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead

I really wish that you'd cut me instead