I am ashamed today

As I have been always

It is printed on me

I have grown within

Always

I've always been confused

And it never

Never seems to stop

Don't you know how the world ends?

Don't you know how the world ends?

Don't you know how the world ends?

Don't you know how the world ends?

It never came true

It never did

I never got well

I never healed

I've been

I've been trying to change

But I don't know

What I wanna become

I am ashamed today

This isn't what you want I know

I will never be the boy

You held in your arms

I could see it in your eyes

When I was a child

A future like our past was

But without the dirt