Released on November 2, 2022

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[Intro]

First of all anything in this song that is related to drugs, alcohol, depression and so on has nothing to do with my life

Just so you all understand

I just want to make a message for young people

Like myself


[Verse 1]

Being able to understand

With all the pressure on your hand

Begin to drink

You fall into depression

Begin to think

You have an Obsession

Begin to smoke

You're getting out of Control

There’s not much hope

You’re beginning to roll

Down a pretty long hill

Begin to fall

Down a pretty long hill

Escaping your own reality

You just want to begin again

Cuz' you just want to be free

Don’t throw yourself from the big bеn

Cuz' thats not the key

To be free

Just bеgin again

But not with suicide

Begin again to search new friends

And don’t throw yourself from the big fucking ben

And don’t try to hide

You have the 6th sense

Open up to a person you trust

You know why?

Cuz' that’s a must

If you did that you begin to fly

Cuz' you’re happy

All the sadness rust

Is out of your head

The person you trust

He is no threat


[Bridge]

Now you begin to think

Am I wrong?

Am I not perfect

Have I depression

But your passion is lost


[Verse 2]

Bought your damn antidepressant

But you see that as a present

We not in the future

We not living like a Hoover

Got my bad times like you

But I just play it over with music

So that I’m through


[Chorus]

You gonna get sick

If you do it like that again and again

You gonna get sick

If you like it again and again

You gonna get sader

Again and again

You gonna get bader

Again and again


[Bridge]

I don’t like it here

Why am I here

What have I done

Where are my Friends

Where is my Family

PLEASE TELL ME

WHERE IS MY FAMILY

I’m gonna get crazy

I can’t see anyone

PLEASE HELP ME

WHERE IS MY FAMILY


[Outro]

Shit’s crazy we can’t change that

A bit fuzzy but I see that

Being honest but I see that

Being held hostage but I want that

Jk I don’t wanna be held hostage