[Verse]
You know
It just feel like a circle
I see a girl , I approach her being as respectful as I can . Not tryna be on my funny shit
She fuck with my vibe and .. she starts to fall for me . Quicker than she's ever fallen for someone before
She tells me that I'm damn near perfect , even tho I'm not
Shit goes well for a while and then ...
Yea .. I think we know the rest
Cause otherwise why would I be making these songs ?
(Laughs)
I laugh so I can distract mysеlf from what's really going on
And I can't be on no fuck boy shit cause thats just not еven in my character
I don't wanna stain my mental , with the idea of just fucking every girl that comes by like it will heal these wounds
So it's like I don't even know where to go
What to do , who to believe , how to live on
Its like my world gets crushed before I can even create it
They say with creation comes destruction . But I'm tired of having my heart fucked with
Its draining
Love is a sport and every time I play , I've always been the loser
I don't want any more kisses ... Cause honestly they don't even mean anything to me any more
Just another author to my pain