I can’t find the words for losing myself

And mom’s spaghetti on my shirt don’t seems like it’ll help

And all the damage done to self

Took away from my health

I try to balance with the water

Empty bottles of wealth

I try to always keep it real she don’t trust no one else

The only thing that she believes

The lies she tell to herself

When i was younger i was dumber ignorant to the games

Growing older getting colder now i notice the pain

And evеrybody that’s been hurt

Want you to feel the same

You know that method

You donе did it

Yea we one in the same

I try to tell you

You don’t listen you just fuck up my name

So now I’m cleaning off the mud and oh that shit left a stain

I wanna tell you how i feel but shit i’d hate to complain

So i been bottling it up i think it drove me insane

Or maybe it’s from all the coffins i done see in life

Or maybe it’s from all the coughing

Getting weeded like

It dont hurt more than it help

But fuck it pass me a light

I know that im the only nigga that can hurt me

I know that time is running out don’t gotta worry

I know that im the only nigga that can hurt me

I know that time is running out don’t gotta worry

I’ll get it all taken care of in a hurry

But i’ll come back for one more if you don’t hurt me

I’ll get it all taken care of in a hurry

But i’ll come back for one more if you don’t hurt me