Released on September 9, 2020

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[v1]

Important but i’m malcontent

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I got 20 left, save em for the pigs when they see i did

Dying young

So all the teenagers is having kids

Almost did

Fire up a spliff to try and forget

Everything i did won’t let me go i gotta live with it

Regret inside my eyes no i ain't smoke but probably say i’m lit

Lying to my mom ain't nothing wrong she see through my shit

Tryna talk about it but i’m over it and need a hit

Take my anger out inside some pussy when i’m out of liq(uor)

Shouldn’t crave a drink cause im angry need to deal with it

Racking up the problems, running from em gotta deal with it..i dealt with it


[v2]

Now i got a feeling in my chest as tight as sinus congestion

It probably is that

Wonder why my body infected

And then i sit thеre

I wonder if my mind was effеcted

It need some repairs

And all i got is time til the heavens

I need a seat there

And i ain’t tryna waste any seconds

Don’t wanna be here

Knowing it won’t change for the better

So let it be clear

If i ain’t 27 with a couple millions

Then I’m checking out that’s just my decision

It’s already made for me

I just gotta step in the position to pay for it finally have some time to kill instead of just waiting for it and end up somewhere chillin with the power to pay it forward


[Jayfromthenap & Fly Jai]

Life with you is different i can see the future listen you feel pain but your intentions is to love

(and i thank you for that)

You bring light inside a room where darkness doesn’t help me bloom but still you stay and save me from the drugs

(and i thank you for that)


[v3]

I picture toy story clouds as i pen down this eulogy

Thinking of a world that only consist of you and me

The past don’t hold no weight

Fuck what you used to be

I never knew myself this well

I’m getting used to me

And i can’t speak about the good if im just living dead it’s early in the day but it’s the time when we gon make our bed

I hope that we okay and this a place where you could lay yo head

If not then fuck it i’ll be lonely in my biggest pad


[t rooose]

Keep your eyes open for a sign

It’s not dark you’re just the blind

Cause everyday you’re waisting time

I know you don’t wanna be left behind

So keep your eyes open for a sign

It’s not dark you’re just the blind

Cause everyday you’re waisting time

I know you don’t wanna be left behind


[v4]

It’s patience(patience)

The substance that im lacking

Empathy and some compassion

At this point it’s like a task

And faith in god ain’t got it on me

In the times that i feel lone i see lies and bogus shit the people try to force upon me

I can't focus

I feel anxious

Under pressure from the boulders

On my shoulders when it’s over it was worth it cause i’m fighting for a purpose

And it’s working

So it’s worth it

It’s worth it

It’s worth it