Uh

Yea

Malachite

Yo yea yo

It's been a minute

Shout out to my man Mattius

I just gotta pour for a second

Blow the dust off the mic real quick

Yo

Verse 1

Feeling like I got the worlds weight on my shoulders

I'm only 24 but I'm starting to feel older

Why is life like this

Mid life crisis

If I do the math then 48 I'm lifeless

And I'm so priceless see that ain't a brag line

Rocking on a gangsta watch these are fucking bad times

Looking at the homeless man wondering that's next for me

Thinking 'bout my past life still dreaming of destiny

Looking at the beggar he begging for some cheddar

We really just the same but I'm just dressed better

God talks to me like every single day

And even though I never really hear a word he says

They say that he works in mysterious ways

I never used to fear these mysterious days

I've fallen so hard, I'm losing all my sanity

Maybe rock bottom there's the opposite of Gravity

Hook

I've been weighing all this weight

Thats on my mind mind mind

I can't believe it

No no I can't even breathe in

All this weight is on my mind

Verse 2

I can't breathe

Been knocked down hard you can see it in my knees

I done lost my job and my girl left me

Bills piling up and the numbers so hefty

It's getting so cold where ama be living

Got the landlord knocking on my door wit evictions, uh

My welfare ain't wealth there, nah

And see I couldn't get welfare

So if I started from the top now I'm here

I started from the bottom everything is so clear

I'm up all night I sleep all day

Found peace in a bottle everything is ok

But my stomach hurts, damn

Low shoulders no weight

One way to lose weight

Man I wanna call it quits and go home

My dreams are as dead as my spirit is

Debating going where the spirits live

Hook

I've been weighing all this weight

That's on my mind mind mind

I can't believe it

No I can't even breathe in

All this weight is on my mind mind mind

Bridge

I've got to go and find a way

Yea

I cannot give up

This can't be something I can't take

No no no

Verse 3

I will not lose I'll be right back

No matter how dark I saw the light man

That's who I am they tried to test me

That's a time in my life I'll never forget B

See its clear that God don't give any more than you can handle

So I light a new candle

Every time it blow out

See I live with no doubt

There's a will there's a way

I will make a way to get through everyday

There's a will there's a way

I will make a way to get through everyday

There's a will there's a way

I will make a way to get through everyday

Malachite

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