[Verse 1]

I'm out here sipping from the bottle of a Molotov cocktail

I’m setting fire to my lungs

Catch a kiss with a cyanide under my tongue

[Chorus]

And if it kill me, it'll kill me

So let it kill me but I'm never gonna live a lie, no

Let the willing go the willing

I got a taste for a life of dining alone

[Post-Chorus]

’Cause I'm not here again

Here again, I'm not here

No, I'm not here again

Not here anymore

[Verse 2]

I'm out here loading a gun

This lovesick hungry wild coyote, run, run, run

You thought the money would save you, one in the chamber

Blood in the water, my love

[Chorus]

And if it kill me, it'll kill me

So let it kill me but I'm never gonna live a lie, no

Let the willing go the willing

Time to say goodbye, I'm dying alone

[Post-Chorus]

Because I’m not here

No, I’m not here

Because I'm not here

I’m not here

Because I'm not—

Anymore

[Outro]

'Cause I'm not here again

No, I’m not