Breaking all the rules to see you disappear

Burning pictures with the help of little pills

Fighting memories that make me wanna puke

Trying to relax by drinking all the booze

But sometimes I see you there

In the deep trails of my brain

Killer spiders roamed around the room last night

They took me hostage and put poison in my mind

It's a funny feeling when you think you're gonna die

In the back of a cab

And sometimes I spent my nights

Waiting for the siren sounds

You brought me up then tore me down

Until I got over it and made it sound

It took some time to realize

This game was over even before it started

I'm sorry but I have to fix you

(the voice in my head repeats itself again)

Don't worry we're gonna fix this

I guess I'm talking to myself again

And sometimes I can't explain

What is going thru my head

I brought you up then took you down

Until you got over it and made it sound

It took some time to realize

I have to take care of this

Little heart of mine

Reaching out today

For some help, please someone

Help me understand

Why sometimes I can't breathe

Anxiety

Don't panic, don't panic

Just take these little pills

They will numb your brain...