[Verse]

My life is so messed up I don’t know what to do

I’m just hoping I could end up stuck with you

I don’t want nothing more to be

Because I’m trying to be happy

I don’t know what to do today

I’m just hoping and I’m tryna pray

That I could end up by your side

The thought is always great, filling me with pride

But maybe, I don’t know

I don’t know

I don’t know

I don't know

Because I get so

I get so

I get so

Confused

And I’m gonna light the fuse

Hopefully, I’m in it not to lose

I really wanna see what I can really do

I wanna go around cuz I miss you

I’ll try be a big shot

And every time I try I always just get shot

I feel like I just got shot in the leg

I become a cripple and don’t know what to say

I feel like I’m dreaming my life away

Don’t know what I’m doing, and I don’t know what to say

But that is just somе dreamers dreams

Doing what I can, yеt, it’s not what it seems

Life is going good, and

Life is going be great

But how is it great

If it’s up for debate?

Not all of it is actually me

Cuz part of it is my family

It’s sad because everyone’s breaking apart

Breaking their heart

No way to start

Every time I try to be happy

I'm just trying to not be crappy

Yet life still has it out for me

As if it doesn’t even wanna watch me succeed

There are people trying to break away

Some people trying to fix or trying to stay, together

Can never keep no contact with anyone

Cuz I’m trying to be happy, and trying to have some fun

It seems that my life is gonna fall apart

I don’t know where it began or where to start

I don’t know where it’ll end

I don’t know if I’ll ascend

I think I’m always gonna lose

As I’m always getting bruised

And I don’t know what to do

I’m so confused