Silly Billy

By MaimyMayo

Released on June 16, 2024

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[3, 2, 1, GO]

Deep inside a house of mirrors

Falsehoods drawing near

Through the blur and haze of all our days

It's only seeming so unclear

Forgive my disposition

Just a "you" in true fruition

I remember dimming the streetlight

I know every night

Oh, each foe that we've bested

God, each useless fight

All for naught

All such pointless manifesting

Quite the iconography

You've garnered on your journey

Know such iconography

Was never yours exclusively

I...

Know your venture's mine

Bore in your fear and in our minds

Or in the trеnches of our kind

I lurked in eigеngrau and pined

For when I taste your praise divine

Out pouring like wine!

Your praise

Remains

The blood inside my veins

So take

That stake

Stab it through

And show me your way!

If I'm the me

I truly ought to be

Then undeniably, it's clearly

Plain to see

I was never free

From thoughts of jealousy

Diminished vanity

And all the other thoughts that I couldn't concede

Forever free...

God, hear me

Who reflects who?

Why can't I stack up to you?

And why are the skies not the shade of blue

I've grown acquainted to?

You are something greater

For when it all turns to dust

Just as everything must

We can cut through the crowds, hereby saying:


[Transformation]

Sup, bro

Can't you get enough, yo?

Hey, check out my dope flow

Can't live up to yours, though

That's apparent

You blow

Not even a tough foe

I don't mean to hit low (I won't hit low)

Echoing an ego

So transparent!

So, is this the way you fought them?

Tell me, is this how you brought them

To their knees with melodies?

Oh, such a feeble way you taught them

How strange

Spite of this form change

No matter what I say

I can't see your way

Doesn't matter! (OHHH)

Shatter my false perspective

SHATTERED SPECTIVES

It won't change my true objective

MY OBJECTIVE

View our form, how you reject it

OOOOH

No point trying to correct it

OOOOOOOH

Can't accept your complexion

YOUR COMPLEXION

Best I take a new direction

NEXT DIRECTION

Unlike those who try to hurt you

OOOOH

I'm a beast of my own virtue!

OOOOOOOH

Some would say that we were weaker

Some see more!

Just a little, feeble glimpse of what's in store

At its core, you're

No longer the you

That you're accustomed to

Now I can see that it's true

By all the actions you do

That disheartening smile

It's strewn apart and defiled

It's vile, ISN'T IT?


[Laughs in Yourself]

Feel how that ego's drifting

Out to sea, where tides are shifting

Piercing through the heavens' prism

Shimmering a form now risen

Spreading out our torn wings

Sounding for the fool's king

Made our marks on this plane

Made the silence fear our name

Can't even dare complain, 'cuz I know

We'd do anything to cling onto our reign

Shared our shame

I know we're just the same

In that way

Yet I can't see the line drawn in the sand

What I fail to understand's

Every step I take, I'm damned

With the pow'r, yet here we stand

'Twixt the lion and the lamb

Says the liar of the land

Every reason that I ran's

Every reason that I am

The scar on the mountain of my marks

Saved the face, still, it drilled into my heart

It all just happened so fast

Au revoir to the ending never built to last

So hold on tight, for there's no fighting the past

Now I won't forget, till the flame

That I cast is set ablaze!

Every moment that has brought us to this

I need the praise

Help me carry on, for my own remiss

To count my days

I pray...

Tell me why can't you just understand that I care?

The world spins on, and it spins to despair

But you still know I'll be there

It's all been heard before

The battle's been turned to a war

And for more

The tears just cloud the things

That I've been fighting for...

Our memory

Break the reverie

ALL, JUST FOR NOTHING AT ALL

WILL I STILL BE HERE STANDING TALL

AS I WATCH MYSELF FALL

TRYING TO ANSWER YOUR CALL?

FACE THE FINAL CURTAIN

I'VE GOT A PATH TO TREAD

I'LL STAY DETERMINED

BETTER BEING BURDENED

BETTER LOOKING BACK

BUT OF ONE THING I AM CERTAIN


[Yourself's Lament]

I'LL MAKE

YOU SAY

HOW PROUD

YOU ARE OF ME

SO, STAY AWAKE

JUST LONG ENOUGH TO SEE

MY WAY!

How long will it take

To feel my will break?

Forgive thy mistakes

We'll start anew!

MY WAY...

You know that I'm here

Present in this fear

My love, it's so clear

So stay!


[The Finale]

Why, look at us, we're yin and yang here

Strung together

You wanted true reflection

Thus you shall reflect forever

You hear those pesky demons?

Keep them inside

And as they try to break out

Make them give up, 'cause I've already tried

Know they all lied

Now I must confide

Deep inside your heart

Your soul

Your skill

Your eyes

Your face

Your sound

Your will

Your mind

Your friends

Your foes

Your self

Your kind

Your skin

Your bones

Your imminent demise!