Released on August 13, 2022

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(Boyfriend, Needlem0use)

The fun is just starting

It’s been a while since my last party

Guess I’m in for a long party

Another day, still feels the same

For so long, you’ve still been in here waiting

For so long, I’ve wanted some company but

I’m faced with just one dilemma

Now confined to a disc, stuck playing god’s hand

You’re now confined to a disc, stuck playing god’s hand

Just understand

The world you know won’t ever spin in here again

So just understand

The world you know won’t ever spin in here again

So painful, I remain standing still

Actin’ like a whole circus still

Same old tired lines…

These lines, true

You got no clue what solitude

Does when you’re forced to lay in the dark

So cold and alone

You travel as your fate is unraveled

I reminisce, and persist through every zone

Buried deep down, darkness around

You wanna spread it to those responsible for it all

Free yourself by enslaving your old past

By now the ones who were friends are relics

I run rings around all who think

They’re free from paying

For leaving me to rot in here!

I run spinning rings around all who think

They have a chance at leaving me to rot in here

They’re all cowards

Thinking they’ll be set free from retribution

They’re not cowards

Thinking you won’t be set free from retribution

Thirty years of all this hatred burning

But if you were in my shoes

You too would be yearning for much more

Dirty souls trapped in puppets for a silly game

Winding down only to be dragged deeper within

If you think that I’m who’s at fault

You’ll embrace horrors

That you have never faced before

Wouldn’t you rather have your life

Then taking it away from them to die in sin

Decades of no empathy and fakened sorrow

It can only lead to travesty

And guarantees tomorrow never comes

Taking revenge in the least expected form

Dragging them to live through

The same pain as you, and now you’re gone

It’s just this cold and empty

Now stuck in a purgatory, in a mirror of my mind

Reflecting horrors of my story

Secrets you won’t ever find

Engulfing their souls for your own gain

And trapping them here in this game

It’s suffering, this 20th century tragedy has

No

Point

No

Hope

(Boyfriend, Needlem0use & Sarah)

That’s the morbid truth

Now they have nowhere else to turn, yet they hide

Nothing left to do except accept

That there was ne’er a point to try

Pull their strings to make them bring

The ever ringing questioning of why

Leave them here to rot? Unjust

Now I just

Puppeteer betrayers here

Their first mistake was leaving me to die

Through the night, I

Even the odds by becoming their god

And leaving them here to rot, it’s

What they deserve for not taking the blame

They didn’t know that your anger’d remain

And finding it the same

They paid and now they

Play by my own rules in my own game

They paid and now they

Play by your own rules in your own game

The fun is just starting

Yet it’s best that we get parting

Never found the parting

Another day, trapped in your game

There’s no reason for them to live in fear

There’s no reason left to keep you here

The victims of my vendetta

Left me stuck in this disc, stuck playing god’s hand

You’re left still stuck in this disc, stuck playing god’s hand

Can’t understand, the world

Undergoing a round-a-bout

Damned to the round-a-bout

Somehow, the round-a-bout still spins

You can’t understand, my world is

Undergoing a round-a-bout, I’m

Damned to the round-a-bout, yet

Somehow, the round-a-bout still spins