Released on September 11, 2020

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[Intro]

I might be faded for the rest of my life

Right now I'm tripping but I know I want better 'fore I die

'Cause when I wake up I'ma make all my bitches feel alive

'Cause last night I overdid it, almost took my own life


[Chorus]

Oh no

One more perky, I'ma hit the floor, whoa

I'm running out of lean, it got me slow-mo

I guess my mind's made up where I'ma go, go

'Cause lately

I've been mixed in vices on the daily

And I ain't been to church, pray God to save me

I'm try'na change before this lifestyle take mе

All these bitches 'round mе, they be faking

Tell me that they love me, but it can't be

'Cause no one tried to save me, I was caving

I'm just trying to live to see me glow, glow


[Verse 1]

I might be faded for the rest of my life

Right now I'm tripping but I know I want better 'fore I die

'Cause when I wake up I'm amazed that a nigga's alive

'Cause last night I overdid it, almost took my own life

Drunk as fuck, I can't remember how I got home alive

Swerving through traffic, Lord knows why a nigga wanted to try

Barely I'm tripping, worry 'bout everything 'cept my own life

Get it together 'cause this lifestyle here it comes with a price

And it does comes with a price

Said you gon' fuck up your life

[?] fucking these bitches

You know they ain't doing it right


[?]


[?]


[Chorus]

Oh no

One more perky, I'ma hit the floor, whoa

I'm running out of lean, it got me slow-mo

I guess my mind's made up where I'ma go, go

'Cause lately

I've been mixed in vices on the daily

And I ain't been to church, pray God to save me

I'm try'na change before this lifestyle take me

All these bitches 'round me, they be faking

Tell me that they love me, but it can't be

'Cause no one tried to save me, I was caving

I'm just trying to live to see me glow, glow


[Verse 2]

I'm hurting, I'm dying

I'm losing, I'm lying

They learning, just crying

But I promise I'm trying

She think I'm seeing ahead

Me, I'm just sick of the meds

Sick of the fighting, bitch she is treading

But no one gon' clean up my mess

Can't let this shit gon' break me, no this shit gon' make me

A whole lot fucking stronger or a bit more crazy

I'm just try'na stay me, though I know I'm changing

You just never gave me, no you overstake me

And it does comes with a price

Said you gon' fuck up your life

[?] fucking these bitches

You know they ain't doing it right


[?]


[?]


[Chorus]

Oh no

One more perky, I'ma hit the floor, whoa

I'm running out of lean, it got me slow-mo

I guess my mind's made up where I'ma go, go

'Cause lately

I've been mixed in vices on the daily

And I ain't been to church, pray God to save me

I'm try'na change before this lifestyle take me

All these bitches 'round me, they be faking

Tell me that they love me, but it can't be

'Cause no one tried to save me, I was caving

I'm just trying to live to see me glow, glow