You know I think we all go through this shit
Where we lose ourselves, and can't find anything to help
This one goes out to Peep and Mac
Dreaming, Scheming
Tryna find a mother fucking reason
When the hearts stops beating
All else seems fleeting, I feel defeated
It’s a hell of a time in my mind though
Broken used is all I know
Wanna fly to new time zones
But I'm dragged down to what's below
Ohhhh, ohhhh
The misfortune of time
Ohhh, ohhh
This misfortune of mine
Seems a little out of reach
I don’t practice what I preach
But I lose myself instead
Lay my bed to rest
I am so obsessed
With losing myself to addiction
Inflicted these wounds
Self medication
This dedication
Falling too consumed
Need a deep sleep
Reminder of my doom
Creeps, it creeps
It waits, it eats
Away into the night
Blinding me from what's right
Had a little heartbreak
Fell into a mistake
I walk this lonely road
Constant working's all I know
Kinda wanna go
Anywhere but here
The fear of isolation drives me
The fear inside me
Inside me, inside
Ohhhh, ohhhh
The misfortune of time
Ohhh, ohhh
This misfortune of mine
Ohhhh, ohhhh
The misfortune of time
Ohhh, ohhh
This misfortune of mine
And I'm too lost
Too caught in this trap
Too blocked, too locked
To have time to relax
Too many stressors
I have this pressure
No pleasure in endeavors
So I wonder why I weather
This storm that's been raining
Constant draining of my life
I live this plight
Seeking women and pain
To help me feel right
But tonight's just not my night
I'm addicted to this suffering and torture
And subconsciously, I think it's a disorder
So I set up my border and walls
Letting in few and push them away when I call
Cause I lose myself
And I lost my mind
And I lost my grind
That was way back when
Now I’m looking ahead
I don’t need these friends
And there's no way this can end
Ohhhh, ohhhh
The misfortune of time
Ohhh, ohhh
This misfortune of mine
Distractions help me cope
Addiction keeps it real
These demons are my ghost
This is all I know