A Killer’s Diary

By Madopelli

On No Bluffin

Released on September 9, 2022

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[Intro]

Tilli Mack, you freakin', yo!


[Chorus: M.A.D]

It's the butterfly effect, let me stay in my cocoon

'Cause I'm locked up with my thoughts where every minute they consume (Yeah)

Lookin' for a way out, bullet flesh to head wound

I ain't missin' nothing 'cause this world gon' be dead soon

So I load it, lock it, pull the trigger and aim

I'ma load it, lock it, pull the trigger and aim

I'ma load it, lock it, pull the trigger and aim

And I ain't gon' stop 'til this whole world a bloodstain


[Verse 1: M.A.D.]

I got that cold steel pressed against my temple

Ain't no amount of weed up in my system fix my mental

'Cause these haters drive me crazy whеn I'm trying to stay in focus

But I grew up in the mud like thе petals of a lotus

And I'm from the park in suburban, I grew up poor

A box of tapes up in the dumpster, horror flicks to pick my brain apart

All black in my closet when you lookin' in

Hands shakin' hands, with them shakin' hands, a crooked grin

I opened up like a book and gave you all the pages

I gave you all the pages, swear this shit just so outrageous

Fuck a hater, fuck a judge, and really fuck a racist

Only time I'm happy when I murder all these fuckin' stages


[Chorus: M.A.D]

It's the butterfly effect, let me stay in my cocoon

'Cause I'm locked up with my thoughts where every minute they consume (Yeah)

Lookin' for a way out, bullet flesh to head wound

I ain't missin' nothing 'cause this world gon' be dead soon

So I load it, lock it, pull the trigger and aim

I'ma load it, lock it, pull the trigger and aim

I'ma load it, lock it, pull the trigger and aim

And I ain't gon' stop 'til this whole world a bloodstain


[Verse 2: Ant Dog]

Man this life is so fucked up (Fucked up), solely consumed by the past

Nah, but I can't take it back

For the voices inside my heads remember that (Remember that)

And the look in your eyes, dead, I remember that (I remember that)

Lifeless and I'm maxed out

No breathin' it, I'm a nuthouse

Time off, fuck that

Rent's due, I need that

Is time an issue? Drinkin' down another issue

Point blank, another tissue

Reflection mirror, who is you? But I'ma stay in my cocoon

Where my pistol fully loaded and my thoughts are consumed

I'm just a twisted individual, a part of the show

Hoping some of y'all can relate 'cause this life is a bitch, you know


[Chorus: M.A.D]

It's the butterfly effect, let me stay in my cocoon

'Cause I'm locked up with my thoughts where every minute they consume (Yeah)

Lookin' for a way out, bullet flesh to head wound

I ain't missin' nothing 'cause this world gon' be dead soon

So I load it, lock it, pull the trigger and aim

I'ma load it, lock it, pull the trigger and aim

I'ma load it, lock it, pull the trigger and aim

And I ain't gon' stop 'til this whole world a bloodstain


[Verse 3: Insane Poetry]

I'ma load it, lock it, hold it, cock it

Show this rocket and blow yo noggin

Leave fragments of your memory

On the cement everywhere, what a chilling scene

This is my grizzly thing with Madopelli we are killing things

This is the season excited for what the winter brings

More targets for my insatiable appetite

Am I deranged? Hell yeah, I ain't wrapped too tight

I got the voices in my head while the mirror's watching

A vicious monster, what happened to the little kid from Compton?

He grew up with the sickest conscience

Beggin' to let out the rage once let out the cage

It's the--


[Chorus: M.A.D]

Butterfly effect, let me stay in my cocoon

'Cause I'm locked up with my thoughts where every minute they consume (Yeah)

Lookin' for a way out, bullet flesh to head wound

I ain't missin' nothing 'cause this world gon' be dead soon

So I load it, lock it, pull the trigger and aim

I'ma load it, lock it, pull the trigger and aim

I'ma load it, lock it, pull the trigger and aim

And I ain't gon' stop 'til this whole world a bloodstain