Happy as Hell - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

What am I doing? I feel so stupid

I'm walking back and forth

Between the fridge and layin' on the sofa cushions

I should get off of my phone

And probably fold my clothes

No motivation, no concentration

Why did I spend all of my money on a fucking college education?

Maybe I should call my mom instead of writing songs

I like to say, "I'm okay"

Just need to take another personal day

Feels like I'm never gonna get my shit together

Why, why, why am I so hard on myself?

I try but all this trying just doesn't help

I feel like such a fuck up smiling like I'm happy as hell

Why am I so hard on myself? (Ah, ah, ah)

I'm such a loser, wish I was cooler

I'm never gonna measure up

I think I need to use a different ruler (Ooh-ooh-ooh)

'Causе it's bringing me down

Should I get off the couch? No

Maybе I'll turn a new leaf, shake my anxiety

And everything will be easy

Won't even have to think about it (Ooh-ooh-ooh)

Yeah, wouldn't it be nice if I could fix my life?

I like to say, "I'm okay"

Just need to take another personal day

Feels like I'm never (Never, never, never, never) gonna get my shit together

Why, why, why am I so hard on myself?

I try but all this trying just doesn't help

I feel like such a fuck up smiling like I'm happy as hell

Why am I so hard on myself? (Ah, ah, ah)

Why am I so hard on myself? (Ah, ah, ah)

(What am I doing? I feel so stupid)

Why am I so hard on myself? (I try, I try, I try)

Why am I so hard on myself? (Ah-ah-ah)

Why am I so hard on myself? (Ah)

I feel like, feel like such a fuck up