(*gunshot*)
[Verse 1: Madd Hatter]
Suppressin' my depression cause the message ain’t a blessing
Each session's like a gavel that’s been destined to keep pressing
'Gainst my head, injecting thoughts that always leave me second guessing
Like I’m missing something deeper that’s hidden beneath the lesson
These inner demons messin' with my very essence
Lost in my own presence, so winning's outta the question
Opposite of optimist, can't debate this damaged state
In fact, I’d rather talk politics on a candid date (*gunshot*)
Why sit and wait for someone who can relate?
Feelin’ like a fuckin' candle on some kid’s birthday cake
Burned out and sick of testin’ my fate
And crashing every time I think I’m feeling good, it’s gettin’ late
The clock tickin’ like a bomb going off
Stuck lookin' back at it as I’m counting down my luck
So sickening how quick it hits
Somebody help me find a bigger ditch
And throw me in it ‘fore this liquor hits (*gunshot*)
[Hook: Meccah Dawn]
All I need is these words to take over ya mind
Going outta my mind behind these enemy lines
Never saw it coming, the vision was undefined
And designed to put me behind enemy lines
Over with, I can't stop it, I’m trying
Man, I don’t wanna die behind enemy lines
You heard these verses, your destiny is for certain
Cause I’m showin’ no mercy when the enemy’s mine (*gunshot*)
[Verse 2: Meccah Dawn]
Last night I couldn’t sleep
Memories kept haunting me of the beast coming out
Every time I hear them voices in my head, I run ‘em out
You hear me tryna talk, quit running ya fucking mouth
I’m getting tired of tripping over these wires and flipping the switch
Just listen, it’s murder for hire, fade to black
Y’all really think the messiah is coming back?
Or I’m just acting up cause this target is on my back? (*gunshot*)
What you gon’ do when the hunger turn into greed
And the words I bleed chasing you, haunting you in your dreams
And every time you open up your eyes I’m right there
Even ya fantasies turn into nightmares
Chasing them commas, but that drama come too
Gon’ really fuck you up when that karma come through
So what you gon’ do?
Meccah Dawn, they got me in this booth loose (right) (*gunshot*)
[Hook: Meccah Dawn]
All I need is these words to take over ya mind
Going outta my mind behind these enemy lines
Never saw it coming, the vision was undefined
And designed to put me behind enemy lines
Over with, I can't stop it, I’m trying
Man, I don’t wanna die behind enemy lines
You heard these verses, your destiny is for certain
Cause I’m showin’ no mercy when the enemy’s mine (*gunshot*)
[Verse 3: Madd Hatter]
I’m online browsing, surrounded by a million
But alone is how I’m feeling
Spending weeks trapped in my feelings 'bout these feelings that I’m feeling
They say the sky’s the limit
But I keep seeing the clouds and it’s pushin’ me to my limit
I feel it, I been needing and dreaming of something more
Sick of going back and forth and opening up doors
To have ‘em all closing, I feel like I’m at war
Feeling filled up with so much compassion and god damn remorse (*gunshot*)
I move forward and try to be in accord with the universe
Using verses that I record
Just hope I strike a chord and show you what I endure
‘Cause I gotta tell the doctor fill out the lab reports
This saboteur is crashing course at magnum force
Wack support ain’t enough to outlast the war
Laughing toward the fact that I can’t have what I had before
Well, let’s see what else you have in store (*gunshot*)
[Hook: Meccah Dawn]
All I need is these words to take over ya mind
Going outta my mind behind these enemy lines
Never saw it coming, the vision was undefined
And designed to put me behind enemy lines
Over with, I can't stop it, I’m trying
Man, I don’t wanna die behind enemy lines
You heard these verses, your destiny is for certain
Cause I’m showin’ no mercy when the enemy’s mine (*gunshot*)