I can't stand to see you now

Please don't try to kiss my mouth

I feel like some kind of bug

Juices mixing with my blood

I can't stand to see your face

I want to let the knife go in

Feeling shy and bunkered down

This is how I feel each day

Please don't waste my time again

I have a cat that needs my care

Go inside, bleed in the rain

This is where I [?]