plus one

By M4L

On alexithymia

Released on June 5, 2026

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[Chorus: M4L]

Bring your friends to the party, need a plus one

We'll drink all night, girl, I need to pop one

I got the gun, so don't worry if you need to bust one

If I die tonight, at least it was a fun run


[Verse 1: M4L]

I tried to call you all night, but you just let it ring (I hate you, M4)

I said I needed space from you, I needed time to drink

I get lost in my thoughts, I don't have time to think (My thoughts are retched)

The wounds you caused is still fresh, ignore the bloody scene


[Verse 2: Alex Nicholas]

So, I woke up the next day terrified what I would do

I lose control, my brain won't do the things I tell it to

When I'm love, I start to fantasize about the future

And I'vе been thinking crazy things, just let me tell you about thеm

I can't be close to you, it's really a problem

So I've been thinking that I have to choose, it's you or me

It's hard to tell if this is real from here, a twisted delusion

I guess I'll pull the trigger, after that, then we will see

Ah-ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah


[Verse 3: M4L]

She told me that she wants to die, I said, "I'll grant the wish"

I shed a tear, tell her I love her, then it's in her ribs (Ahh)

Her eyes dark, and I can tell she's tryna reminisce (Ahh)

Right before she fades away, she gave me one last kiss

Twisted thoughts chose my mind, it make my head feel hallow

I tried to replicate her love, but all I got was sorrow (Totally retched)

I'm drowning in all my regrets, I'm wasting time she borrowed

I hope I see my ex's face at the party tomorrow


[Chorus: M4L]

Bring your friends to the party, need a plus one

We'll drink all night, girl, I need to pop one

I got the gun, so don't worry if you need to bust one

If I die tonight, at least it was a fun run


[Outro: M4L]

A plus one, a plus one

A plus one, a plus one

A plus one, a plus one

If I die tonight, at least it was a fun run