[Chorus]

Compose myself, my dreams

Slay and conquer thy sleep

Fall again what a shame

Repeat it all again

Compose myself, my dreams

Slay and conquer thy sleep

Fall again what a shame

Repeat it all again

[Verse]

I been neglecting my heavenly father

Hardly say no prayers til I’m in some disorder

Feigning like my thoughts haven’t been turning darker

With each climb to reach my peak I stay at the bottom longer

Sisyphus wasn’t in peace he was depress-struck

We’re all feigning something to keep our mind numb

And I been trying to ignore the pull of where I’ve been from

So much habits from my childhood keeping me down

Feeling like I’m insane, the thoughts they drove me crazy

I know you want to help but babe your love can't save me

With each day that passes by I want to discard safety

If we’re all gonna die then why wait till I’m eighty

And i know it’s just a wave, after a while it’ll subside

But each wave it beats me down, I feel my soul is tired

They say i should rely on Christ, they say for me he died

And it’s all a process in him is renewed life

He feels hard to know though

(But maybe I’m not trying hard enough)

[Chorus]

Compose myself, my dreams

Slay and conquer thy sleep

Fall again what a shame

Repeat it all again

Compose myself, my dreams

Slay and conquer thy sleep

Fall again what a shame

Repeat it all again

[Outro]

(And it’s like sometimes I’m- sometimes i feel like I’m not even trying… and every single time i come to it I- there’s no- I can't hate God because I know its me and I’m the one at fault. But at the same time, something, idk what, but something is not clicking… where I, I don’t- I still don’t- I still don’t pursue in the way that I should.)