(Intro - Lori Perry ):

They just keep blocking the sun

It seems since I was born

I’ve wakened every blessed morning

Down on my luck and up against the wind

(Pre-Hook):

Yeah

I’m tapping into old emotions

Huh

Really confused, dark emotions

Couldn’t break out the cycle

Was I under a type of potion?

(Huh)

Asking God

Why oh why?

Everything toxic, I was broken

(Verse 1):

I-I-I was tryna find my way (Oooo)

Find a light, nothing, but got worse by the day

(Day)

With roaches, feeding off my pain

(Off my pain)

Like a buffet plate of Lo Mein

(Lo mein)

Behind the scenes, (oooo) was going boardline

Insane

When nobody could understand

What I was trying to say

But I did not, help myself (No, No)

Constantly creating problems for myself

Lack of self-control, needed some help

(needed some help)

People kept trying to tell me, from one ear hearing would just melt

(Hearing would just melt)

No discipline, No direction

Always got into suspensions

(Ugmm ummm)

Anger kept robbing me of some blessings

(Pain, Pain)

Kept on getting finessed

Those were harsh life lessons

(Those were harsh lessons)

(Hook):

During my school days

I had inner demons

Still going through some inner demons

So let me keep narrating my mental shawshank

Like Morgan Freeman

(Like Morgan Freeman)

(Verse 2):

Lord forgive me, I’ve been sinning for a minute

(Yes, Lord)

Tryna stop, but at times I don’t know my limits

Lost in this ocean, just as well as the other fishes (Fishes)

Tryna find my purpose again,(huh)

Tryna find my spirit (Spirit)

Talking from the point of view

When I was thirteen

Throughout my teens

Tryna find my heart again

With my spleen

Lemme talk a little

Nah...

I can talk about ups and downs with my mother

Which got me bothered

Though I live with dad, learnt a thing or two

Call me scholar

E-e-experiences taught me to become stronger

This world will swallow you up, as a toddler

Did I ever mention, when I was fostered?

Nobody knows that story

I won’t published for now, saving my fucking honour

I’m never gonna act like I am perfect

(No, No, No, No, No, No, No)

Did some fucked up shit, if I speak on

Would your mind change about me?

Did some fucked up shit

Will you lose or still care about me?

Did some fucked up shit

Would you now begin hating on me?

As I was so troubled

(Troubled, troubled, troubled, troubled)

(Hook):

During my school days

I had inner demons

Still going through some inner demons

So let me keep narrating my mental shawshank

Like Morgan Freeman