[Intro: Rnla & yaeow]

I don't know where to go

I don't think this world is made for me (Narline)

Behind the clouds, there's a castle in the sky

And I just want you to take me there

And then I'm free

[Verse: M Row]

Try to not cry when you hear what I'm sayin'

Got abandonment issues, like why you not stayin'?

I got PTSD, everything be replayin'

It trigger real easy, that's why I be prayin'

Sometimes I be lost and my mind be delayin'

It just stop me from movin', I see and parlay 'em

Don't know who to trust, everybody betrayin'

An image, they not backdoor, they betrayin'

Used to visit my father in prison

Still young, ain't never know where I was

All green jumpsuits, I see in my vision

Always wanted to see how I win, just because

I ain't care about crashin', I ain't talkin' 'bout collision

My memory bad, it got a lil fuzzed

I was lettin' it blam every time for that mission

Like I think I'm addicted to guns

Y'all don't know 'bout the shit that I dealt with

Sometimes I just get suicidal

Only real niggas that listened just felt this

I was out tryna eat, tryna live, all survival

Had nothin' to live for, sometimes I feel helpless

Now I get paid to have a music and title

I spent more go's, you know I can't sell this

I be hopin' he tagged and dead on arrival

I'm takin' your life if I feel I'm at risk

Word to my mother, they know I'ma flick

Cops tryna catch me, they wantin' to frisk

They be watchin' my vids and be savin' my pics

Soon droppin' my tape, I'ma have it on disc

Chop on my waist and this shit got a kick

Sixteen shots, I'ma first throw six

Then send ten more when I'm comin' to blitz

I was right there when Smoove Shine got hit

Word to bro, that shit changed my perspective

Like ain't been the same ever since

I answered the phone when he called in Collective

I was just havin' dreams about makin' it lit

Tryna get back was my only objective

Seven days straight, all black for my fits

Me and Suge got booked, we ain't talk to detective

I be stressin' too much, sometimes I be stallin'

I'm still on court and you know that I'm ballin'

Niggas quick to talk hot, I'm the one that they callin'

One in the head with the clip, I'ma stall 'em

Shh— got shot, I was peepin' him crawlin'

I don't know why he thought that my niggas was brawlin'

I'm still tryna spin, I just love the explorin'

If you lack off the lean, you get shot while you snorin'

Deep thoughts, I was just tryna vent

I don't read the comments, I don't care who gon' judge

Like how many shots we done sent?

I stay with my ham', I ain't talkin' no sludge

If I ever did wrong, that's not my intent

Could never stay mad, I'm not holdin' no grudge

Brown-skin baby make love when she bent

Dark-skin, she the same color as fudge

[Outro: Rnla & yaeow & M Row, M Row]

I don't know where to go

I don't think this world is made for me (Narline)

Behind the clouds, there's a castle in the sky (M Row)

And I just want you to take me there

And then I'm